Wow,
It's one thing when you have a group of people who really care and love each other to fight for the "common good" but it's really another thing when you learn that the thing you trusted as a friend and associated spiritual leader turns out to be a manipulative liar.

 

So bad that he even sneaks around behind your back trying to cause trouble with "higher up's" not realizing that his behavior is also being monitored by the "higher powers" and he doesn't even know it. As an Egyptian Pagan Witch there's certain rules that I have agreed to follow similar to what Christians might consider the 10 commandments and it really disappoints me when someone who claims to be a "messenger of god" thinks they can break their own covenant rules by manipulating others and not taking responsibility for their ugly behavior.

For example, here's a rather angry letter I fired off to a spiritual associate that I took the time to help perform a "Gay Handfasting (marriage) ceremony" for and gave them free internet hosting space for their web site and also gave a place to his lover to stay for a month completely free and then found out that the two of them were conspiring to cause trouble with the Bishops and ArchBishops that worked with my husband on a regular basis.

But hey, don't take it from me.. All I can say is if you're thinking of joining the Order of Stain Thomas (OST) make sure you do lots of homework to determine just how legitimate the group really unless you're into giving and never getting anything back in return. Even though I'm very angry over all this, I can honestly say that I take full responsibility for my actions and behavior and I guess that's probably why I'm going to publicly post the message I sent here. Why? because later I learned that the recipients went out of their way to send copies to the LCCI ArchBishop and something tells me that they probably didn't send the message in it's entirety but only the lines that pissed them off.

In closing: you might want to think twice before you ever get involved with OST people regardless how prim and proper they may appear on their now "freebie web site" located at: http://members.tripod.com/st_michaels_church0/theorderofsaintthomas/ if they were such a great group, then why can't they raise enough $$$ to pay for a stupid $9 a month web hosting gig?? Think about it... Before you decide to join http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ostlcci/

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From: RickWagner@divanet.com Subject: Don't fuck with an Egyptian Witch
Date: September 6, 2005 10:14:33 AM CDT
To: loki463733@yahool.com Jonathan Grade
Cc: osttcc@yahoo.com Br. David Lindley
 

Well, I just learned the details about the latest saga of OST and it's time for me to step in and say a bit..

I performed a Gay Wiccan Handfasting for you with the thought that there was true love involved but learned otherwise when asked to perform a Tarot reading and now those feelings of selfishness are beginning to make sense.....

I was amazed to learn the negative comments spoken by Jonathan about his stay here at my house.. Ariving with no money, smoking 1/2 carton of my cigarettes without asking, reading my "Book of Shadows" without permission trying to learn how to cast love spells and various other things.

And since that time, not a word, not a thank you, not even a get well soon card for my husband who had surgery and a cancer tumor cut out of his arm. Nothing..

And you call yourselves a "messenger of god" .. NOT!! Nice try but your award winning performance says differently.

Then you all show up for dinner here in Dallas, you sit isolated at your own little table and not as much as a polite hello in my direction.

So maybe it's time for me to do a little praying, praying that the same kind of Karma is returned in your direction. Prayer that God Almighty puts you in a position that makes someone try to take advantage of you expecting more than you can give (yes, Jonathan, my cigarettes were bought with my disability money..) and becomes negative in their behavior even though you've done your best to help them. I pray that the very people you trust the most turn their back on you and I pray that in doing so you have to struggle to re-establish your vision and dreams from the beginning.

 

You've proven that your greed has destroyed the monthly OST workings in Dallas. Guess now you'll have to suck up to the people in Frisco. Your web site, which I donated on my servers is gone.. Guess you'll have to kiss someone else's ass for web hosting space.. but be sure to use lots of emotion when you iterate the "boo hooo hoo woe is me tone... " it will get more attention.
 

As a messenger of Isis, Osiris, Horus, THTH, Ptah, and the warrior known as Anubus let me give you fair warning that you can expect much more to come... You can also expect the greetings of the Voudon energies of Elegula, or maybe the Archangel energy of Daath--Mesukiel or Ridya-- "The Vailer of God" who conceals our imperfect creations and presides over the Abyss Sphere of Knowledge where lost things and lost people go..

Buckle up boys... it's going to be a bumpy ride!!!

You broke the Wiccan Rede, and you also broke two of the most powerful "Tenants of Magick" and therefore the return will be fierce.

And do me a favor, don't waste your time replying to this email.. I've added your addresses to my server's spamer list and anything you send will go right into the trash and never reach me.

Have a nice life,
Rick